But then I think of the baby, what a miracle, and how blessed I am. I have a great husband who saves me everyday and good family & friends to help and support me. Of course I wouldn't give it up. It's just hard. But I've done it before. I can do it. This is my refiner's fire. We love what we have to sacrifice the most to get. Remember that. Done.
Friday, September 30, 2011
Baby
Ok, so this baby is kicking my butt. Not really i guess, it's more like my own body is revolting against me. Ahh, pregnancy is a natural thing, our bodies are built for it, right? Why do I feel like I had an organ transplant and it's rejecting it? Nothing about being pregnant is pleasant. I can't sleep. I need to eat all the time but never want to. My pants are all not fitting. Sometimes I just break down because this sickness fog is so hard to handle all the time. I feel the baby squirm when I'm so sick, and it kills me. I hope he/she is stronger than me. I hear Max playing in the other room and I can't even play with him a lot of the time cause I'm so dang sick. "sorry mommy, sorry mommy", "K mommy?" he'll say. And I still have six months...
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First off congrats! But I just have to tell you I feel the same way. I was just telling a friend the same thing "isn't this supposed to be natural for my body," I am like you sick all the time. Seriously it is a struggle every minute and a half. Hang in there. I was telling a friend that the best thing ever is labor and delivery because it means pregnancy is almost over. Thanks goodness the babies are so wonderful!! I love that you and britt are prego at the same time again. That is so great for cousins!
I didn't know you were pregnant, how exciting!! That's fun that you and Brittany are pregnant together again. I'm sorry you are so sick though, hopefully it will pass soon.
Congrats on the baby!! So sorry about the sickness. I was only sick for a couple of months and thought I was going to die. I know you have it way worse so I really do feel sorry for you. But it is eventually over. I only have 10 weeks left and I thought this baby would never get here! Hang in there!!
Wow! Congratulations :) I'm so excited for you!
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